Admitted racist here. You know what made me admit to this gut-churning truth? I stopped trying to make excuses for myself and my race. If the majority of a minority ( in this case nearly 90% black ppl) say that ‘I’m’ not treating them fairly then who am I to say they are wrong? If you accidentally hit or trip someone and they say OUCH you hurt me. You can’t say… No, I didn’t…that didn’t hurt.