I am white, uncomfortable around white’s

Paige,
USA.

I’m am a white woman, oddly uncomfortable being around all white people. Maybe because I date black men, maybe because I hear so many racial slurs (against blacks). Maybe because I see how judgmental white people are to minorities. White people treat me as though I am wrong for dating outside my race. White men think I am “ruined” for dating black men (A white guy friend of mine once told me that) . I have a sense of comfort around black people or any other minority for that matter. I feel safe, I feel at ease, not judged. I don’t feel like an outsider or a “trader.”